I walk behind my
& he tells me it’s like our first & fear swellin my
chest like a wet storm that forecaster would ever wish predicttracks left oil
after he put the fire out & now in search& he asks me down & I whine far from the river
into January cold & coyotes out here & down &
down & my
numbs from the cold & my face & bury my teethwithout fleeing & the seared my rose in my
& the sap from the tree into the air & the stink of it smeared my
& the river came back
I could always hold the longest underwaterI lie
my pants pulled tonguepain hips bile throat
cut down bled into
a flood of salt my breath whinenow lovers always stare into kiss my breath, I
never
to the mattress—
Sarah María Medina is a poet and a fiction/creative non-fiction writer from the American Northwest. Her writing has been published in Vol. 1 Brooklyn, Midnight Breakfast, PANK, Split This Rock, Raspa Literary Journal, and elsewhere. She is an ARTIST UP Grant LAB recipient for her poetry manuscript in progress “Ochun’s Daughter.” She is also the poetry editor at Winter Tangerine. She is at work on several projects. Find her at sarahmariamedina.com & @LaHurakan.