The big questions torture us
as daylight switches off
a streetlamp bundled inside
a boxwood
so the lightbulb spends hours
anticipating the moment it’ll click back on
A grown man on a trike flies by
and I have the urge to follow
through the town’s promenade
and to the beach maybe
where soccer players collide and
swarm their insect bodies
as if looking for dead things
to eat or live inside of
I’ll plunge my head into sun
like a baptism
There is nothing like it
nothing it is like
Vacationing in the estuary
in the river of ekstasis
the river’s made of stones
I learn the whole
area’s a stone bed
that lifts me uncomfortably
like a barge
Do you buy that it can be so simple?
“It” being being awake
not inside time’s river
but swaddled really
Waiting for something in the plaza
to tell us to turn on or off
we look to one another
as the signal
Gauge ourselves
to see us
in the look of others
in the beams our eyes shoot
and cross during this faux duel
Between us a witness scrambles
in the aftermath
picking through the sand
for evidence
to fill an empty potpourri jar
that collects
its room’s noise
How convoluted and busy
a surface can be
while it claims simplicity
Whatever you do
write as simply as possible
Berkson said Ashbery said
Pasternak said Scriabin said
So complicated they must have felt
some complication beyond
Past the boardwalk
a PA system blares “Laura
party of 4 or 9
I can’t read my handwriting
but we’re ready for you”
And a mother’s hand rests
on her kid’s shoulder
fingers spread across a landscape
of biplanes and
hay balers
which might be her tenderness
or scolding or bracing
for some yet unseen danger
The kid’s not sure
But in trying to understand
has already ruined the gesture
—
Daniel Moysaenko, a Ukrainian-American poet, is the author of the chapbook New Animal (H_NGM_N Books, 2015). Other work has appeared or is forthcoming in Chicago Review, Colorado Review, Denver Quarterly, Kenyon Review, New American Writing, Pleiades, and elsewhere. He holds an MFA from the University of Massachusetts Amherst and a PhD in poetry from Florida State University.