There were real laws that I learned
& then forgot or rather
they were cowered
out of me when they said
walk left I walked right when
they said what’s
in your bag I
said pillows &
I was so terrified
the pillows
would become anything but
pillows even
if it was something as innocent
as a raincloud I’d still be lying
& then I might appear very suspicious
& then who knows
what else I could become rude
broad-shouldered con-
frontational anxious erratic
aggressive
uncooperative I
might bruise my cheek clumsily
against the concrete veiled thinly
by tile might want to
even go down
with a fight or at least look them
in the eye just
one of them & say something
memorable so that they’d
remember me like Look at me
I’m human-shaped or
I don’t want to be a good
citizen I just want to be
adored but of course I
didn’t there was no
protest
instead there was
a woman she was
shorter than me she said
Open & I
opened
my bag a sleeping bag
tumbled out when they
walked away I was still
stupidly re-folding
the evidence
into the bag everyone
walked around me
everyone gave me space no
I didn’t ask for their names
I was unharmed
which meant nothing
happened you can ask
my mother when we
talked later on the
phone I told her
what I ate for lunch
—
Bailey Cohen-Vera is the Assistant Editor for Borderlands: Texas Poetry Review. A poet, essayist, and book reviewer, his work has appeared or is forthcoming in publications such as The Iowa Review, Southern Indiana Review, Waxwing, Grist, Poetry Northwest, The Spectacle, and Cherry Tree, among elsewhere. Bailey is an MFA candidate in Poetry at NYU, where he serves as a Wiley Birkhofer Fellow, writing obsessively about bananas.